Say hello to hesitance

And right now I feel so empty that u could cut me in thousand pieces and I’d smile at u, ‘cuz it wouldn’t hurt.. Even if I can’t be a little more mature and I’m depending on other’s smiles, I was still immensely happy. I thought that everything would be just like before, but that’s all illusion for us, to hope that we could live short moments of past just because we didn’t know to appreciate them on the right moment. Now every true smile and sound of laugh it tears more to my heart, ‘cuz I know it won’t last forever..Then, the sky was covered by clouds and we couldn’t see the stars, but we had fun. .And even if I learned that wishing it’s not enough for happening, I still wanna go back.I know we can’t swim through memories, all we can do is to make others even better. ^.^ A place for me. But i wonder if a place like this exists..[nd i still heart u]

pathetique?!